Do you ever feel like you still don’t feel grownup? I don’t. I feel sometimes like I’m a kid surrounded by grown-ups. I wonder if we never really “grow-up”. I still have a lot of the same thoughts and insecurities as when I was 12. I like to do the same goofy things, and I’m not as “sophisticated” as I feel other “adults” are around me.

See…don’t I even sound like a kid?

I’m forced to have more responsibilities, having my own child now, but I don’t necessarily like them or even want them. Why can’t we still have parents taking care of us? I guess I do like the freedom, though. I guess this freedom comes along with cooking and cleaning for yourself, and working hard just to pay the bills. But sometimes I just don’t wanna!